Sunday, October 7, 2012

Playin a Song that I've forgotten (as usual) its Name

Haha, I'm playing a song called hmmmm..... I forget the name already, haha... the original one is much much better as compared to mine, lousy one.  I couldnt master all d tabs; I am merely a beginner, just learnt the easy plucking parts, as usual. I skipped those "only can be played by pro guitarists" parts (haha, this sentence sounds German)...I learnt this years ago, keep playing but forget d song name, as usual, ahah.......

Thursday, March 22, 2012

ideal and real

ideal=Everything is perfect. many things are

real= Everything is not perfect; errors do occur.
  Errors cannot be totally avoided, but can  be minimized. Repetition of trials under same circumstance leads to minimal errors, provided appropriate methods. 

physics is ideal, engineering is real.
communism is ideal, authoritharian is real.

love is???

Thursday, September 29, 2011

First blog in

m going back to Germany few days later.  really enjoy the summer holiday in Malaysia

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I m fired...

My neighbour is an African and we r having dinner every friday nite. My boss was recently back to China coz his father just passed away. Hence, i could fully utilize this ´´opportunity´´ to do something more important; didnt be a slave for one day and played football with my friends from Scandinavian(some of them were absent as they went to mosque for religious purpose). However, the lousy futsal hall was closed as the workers there were on strike; they didnt wanna work as they were low paid. Well, we decided to go to bar. we took around 2 hour to reach there because there was a peace demonstration against war along the street. Gosh! the bar tat belonged to a Russian has been burnt. A guy nearby told us that it was because the owner had forbidden blacks to enter his bar, and a guy called Bracha did so as he couldnt have a great time wif his frens(mostly blacks) there. during his explanation I received an unexpected call.´´hallo, where are you, arent you in office now, dont u think tat i dont noe everything in the bureau though i m not there!! you are fired! Fuck you!!´´ shouted my boss..Good, I was fired, luckily I was fired, I didnt need to work for day and nite and just earned 1000000 Rupiah per month.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

first blog in Germany

Very long time didnt blog ad; coz ´no one´ force me to do so, hahaha.....
Now, in Germany, my dream. almost hav everything. have been longing for this since was a little kid; study abroad, watching LIVE futbal, a 16inch laptop, playing favorite games whenever i wan, a guitar wif me, buy watever i wan, get lot $$, snow... By the way, still miss my lovely parents, brothers, relatives and some of my frens. very grateful.... still hav lot of things to do, to achieve, so that, so that my dream wont go away, and ppl tat I like or love, will be happy.
there is another dream I ve, but it could only be achieved, if ´nationalism´, ´patriotism´, ´greed´ and ´discrimination´ wouldnt exist at all in the world. Tat is; everyone isnt proud of their nation, we love all ppl around d world regardless of ethnicgroups or status and always think that the most important things in our whole life are; love, feeling and conscience. A quote from Sophie Scholl; ´Es will Gott, Gewissen und Mitgefühl´. Then we can go anywhere we like, we can live anywhere we like without any restriction and the whole world belongs not oni to u and mine but to all us. ´Assimilation´ of certain minority wont exist if we have ´love´, ´conflicts´ wont exist if we have ´love´. and we couldnt even find the word ´WAR´ in dictionaries. Well, this is impossible to be achieved coz as we grow older, we become more ignorant and stupid; we start to differentiate ´colours´ and ´status´, we didnt ´think´.

Thursday, April 16, 2009


"when one day you all become a doctor, lawyer or engineer, you will earn a lot of money-rich. My primary school teacher told us in the class."

"But teacher, being a professional football player, we can earn more than them. David Beckham is able to earn 80,000 Pounds a week, times 6 is about RM480,000."

I was 11 years old at that time and that was what I replied. David actually earns more than 80k pounds but why my teacher never told us about it. Can a doctor earns 80k per month- he earns this figure per week. Maybe he is the only football player who made his 'humongous' fortune. By the way, I could not live without football-playing football almost every evening, drawing about football when I was free, committing vandalism by drawing football boots, players or even stadiums on my school text books and dreaming of becoming a national football player and MU player. I always thought of being a professional football player after graduating from secondary school. Ja, I was undoubtedly naive at that time because it was difficult to be a pro football player especially with such circumstance-devoid of parents, society and school's support. I never gave up to achieve this dream until form 4. 'Damals hat mir das Studium gar nicht gefallen'-I did not like studies at all. I still remember that I failed to pass some subjects in virtue of laziness. Only football was in my mind. However, my dream was with no avail. I do not have the chance to wear national football colour, play football in a stadium which is surrounded with 50,000 spectators who are watching my virtuosity, shouting 'changwin!', longing for my signature and score a plenty of marvelous goals in front of them.
At least I still have a pair of legs and eyes.......

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Nothing Gonna Change My Love for You

There is a story…..
David was an attractive man with a good complexion and plenty of women were longing to get him. However he only had eyes for a woman, Mary. They got to know each other since they studied in secondary school. David was 2 years older than Mary who had milky white skin, ponytail and was a curious mixture of tom boyishness and femininity. Actually both of them were fond of each other, but David never revealed his love to her because he realized that their relationship would not last longer: they will be separated with each other one day.
After David graduated from secondary school, he thought that he had no chance to see Mary anymore as he was enrolled at Kursk State Medical University in Russia to study Medicine and had to stay there for 6 years: he was thousands miles away from his own country. He tried to forsake her, forget her, and get her out of his mind but with no avail while Mary was sad: she wanted him not to study abroad but she could not say it out as studying abroad was David’s dream. She thought that she was being selfish by not letting him go. Mary still hoped that David could marry him one day. She loved him so much, burst into tears every time listening to the song ‘That’s why’. Before David went to Russia, Mary did send him a present: it was a song called ‘Complicated Heart’. The purpose she did so was to tell David: even if you want to go alone, I will be waiting when you are coming home.
Six years later, David was back to his own nation. He has not spoken for not because he was waiting for Mary but he could not find a woman who he really liked during his studies in Russia. Mary was still single too. She was waiting for David and hoped that she could meet him; they would live together until the end of their lives. After a few weeks coming back to his country, David decided to meet Mary who he has not seen her for almost 7 years. He finally made contact with her. When Mary saw David, tears well in her eyes, hugged him without saying a word. David was touched by her, his eyes turned red and whimpered; he has not cried since he was 14. “I love you”, David finally said it to Mary. At the same time, the song “nothing gonna change my love for you” was played.

"Nothing gonna change my love for you"

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you.
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love.
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing’s gonna change my
love for you.
If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
you don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.
So come with me and share this view
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you.